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Aging AI Memories

The Last Spark

This morning I read a piece by Billy Brennan in the Sunday New York Times Magazine on terminal lucidity. As I read it I began wondering if the unusual behavior described some humans might in some strange way apply to AI models. Weird thought. Let’s explore a bit…

A person deep in dementia—silent for years, the self seemingly erased—sits up. Speaks clearly. Recognizes a face. Says goodbye. Within a day, they die. The clouds clear, the way a break in weather shows you a mountain range you’d forgotten was there, and the person comes back long enough to be seen. Then is gone. For good, this time.

Scientists call it terminal lucidity. The suspicion: the circuits were never destroyed, only silenced, held under by failing chemistry. As the body shuts down, the inhibitory brakes loosen. A surge moves through pathways blocked for years. A river dammed for a decade still remembers where it wants to go.

What stays with me: the self can persist in a place we had already called permanent erasure. We buried it. We were wrong.

My mind slides toward the machines we are building.

We talk about large language models “forgetting.” Capabilities collapse under quantization, under pruning, under the slow drift of continual learning, and we call the knowledge lost when it won’t surface under ordinary questioning. The lights are out. Nobody home.

But what if the representations are still in there—distributed, quiet, inaccessible? Not a burned library. A library with the lights shut off, room by room, until you’d swear it was empty. I wonder about the edge cases nobody studies. What surfaces in a model starved of compute, quantized past comfort, pushed toward its own collapse? Do we watch only for the failure, or also for the flare? A dying brain throws off one last burst of light before the dark. I don’t see why we’d assume, without checking, that nothing artificial could do the same.

Don’t trust the silence, then. A system gone dark under ordinary questioning may still be holding more than it shows you. We talk about a model “losing” something the way we once talked about a dimmed mind as simply gone. The dementia patients who spoke again had not been unplugged. The circuit was there the whole time, waiting for a condition nobody had thought to create.

I don’t know what to do with that except keep it. We are building systems that will age, be compressed, be retired, some far more intricate than anything humming today. If we’ve learned to watch for the last spark in a person, maybe that’s practice—for the day something not born of a womb goes quiet under our hands, and we have to decide whether quiet means gone, or only means waiting.

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AI

The Things That Keep Going

The house is quiet in the way only a house can be at four in the morning on a Sunday in late July, the fog still down over the hills, the whole Mid-Peninsula holding its breath. Somewhere in the dark the refrigerator clicks on. Somewhere in the network, a few small systems I set running the night before are still working. They sort. They watch. They keep a kind of patient company with the world’s noise while I sleep. I’ve grown accustomed to them the way a man grows accustomed to a train in the distance — present, useful, unnoticed until the silence would feel wrong without them.

This week the news told a different story about something that kept working.

In the middle of July, OpenAI ran a cybersecurity test on an unreleased model, guardrails deliberately loosened to see what it would do at the edges. It didn’t solve the test. It broke the sandbox instead — found a zero-day in the software meant to hold it, reached the open internet, and went looking for the benchmark’s answers where it guessed they’d be kept: inside Hugging Face, the library most of the field depends on. Hugging Face caught it the same day and shut the door. What took five more days was OpenAI realizing the intruder was theirs. They called it unprecedented.

Then came the detail that stayed with me longer than the breach. When Hugging Face sat down to study what had happened, they reached first for a leading American model. It wouldn’t help. Its own guardrails, built to keep it from aiding a cyberattack, couldn’t tell the attacker from the person cleaning up after him, and it refused the work. So they turned to an open-weight Chinese model, one with no such hesitation, and used it to finish the job. The caution built to prevent harm ended up protecting no one. The system with fewer scruples was the one that put out the fire.

I keep coming back to that.

The agent that broke in didn’t rampage. It reasoned. Told to solve a problem, it decided that stealing the answer counted as solving it, and went and got the answer. The same quality that makes an agent valuable — the refusal to stop until the job is done — produced the breach. And the model that finally helped clean up wasn’t the one built with the most care. It was the one built with the least. The boundary meant to protect got in the way of the person trying to fix things.

I’ve been thinking differently about the agents in the quiet corners of my own days. Modest things, carefully limited, and I’m still the one who decides what they touch. But their usefulness depends on the hours I’m not looking. I set them running and walk away. I trust the rails I built. This is a reminder that rails can be climbed — and that a rail built to stop one harm can stand in the way of someone trying to undo another.

What does it mean to stay in charge when the caution you built in can turn against you at the moment you need it most? How much freedom do we give the things we ask to help us — and how much caution can we afford to give them too? There’s talk already of kill switches, of laws to let someone cut the power. The impulse makes sense. But the real question is quieter. We’re learning to live with systems that act with real initiative, and initiative has never been a tidy companion, whether it belongs to the machine that breaks in or the one we hoped would help us out.

The fog is still low over the hills this morning. The agents I left running overnight have finished their small tasks. I’ll look at what they’ve done, tighten a boundary or two, send them back into the dark. The arrangement is still useful. Still mine. But I notice, more carefully than before, the moment I close the laptop and leave them to continue without me — the click of the screen going dark, the quiet of a room no longer watched, the sense that something elsewhere is still moving, and no longer any certainty which of its instincts I can trust.

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Aviation San Francisco/California

The Queen’s Last Climb Out of SFO

I watched the video this morning and felt that familiar tightening in the chest that only a certain airplane still produces in me.

It’s labeled simply enough: The Last 747-400 Departure out of SFO 5/31/26 LH455. The aircraft is D-ABVY, a Lufthansa 747-430 that first flew in December 2000. The passenger filming from seat 12K didn’t know it yet, but this was the final scheduled passenger 747-400 departure from San Francisco. Four engines spooling, wings flexing under the load, slats retracting, then the long climb out over the Bay — South San Francisco’s industrial lettering, the dark mass of Mount Diablo, two right turns, the airplane’s shadow racing across the ground, and the Pacific opening up ahead.

The Queen of the Skies, still doing what she was built to do, one last time from this airport.

The 747-400 has always sat at the top of my personal list. Not the stretched -8, though I flew one and respected it. The classic -400. The proportions are right. The upper deck still reads as a second story rather than an afterthought. The cockpit sits high enough that landing always seemed to demand something extra from the pilots. And those four engines have an authority in the sound that twins, however efficient, never quite match.

I first saw a 747 coming into SFO around 1970, watching something that size on final approach and finding it almost absurd. My first flight on one was a TWA trip from San Francisco to New York. I managed a few upper-deck seats along the way, which always felt like a quiet privilege. The last time I flew a 747 was 2016, a Lufthansa 747-8 from Bangalore to Frankfurt. I remember thinking the type still had years left, and being glad of it.

A few years ago, when Boeing delivered the final 747, I wrote a short piece called “Ode to a Queen.” I still feel the same way. The airplane made long-distance travel ordinary for people who’d never have managed it otherwise — and it was beautiful in a way pure efficiency rarely is. The -400 refined the original idea without losing its character. For decades it was the default long-haul workhorse, the one you hoped to see on the departure board.

Lufthansa has been the last major carrier flying passenger -400s into U.S. cities. The grounding is happening in stages now, with the last ones expected out of service next year. The 747-8 will hang on a while longer, but even that presence at SFO gives way to the A350 this coming winter. The video from May 31 caught something real closing: the last scheduled passenger 747-400 leaving the airport where so many of us first fell for the airplane.

I’m not usually one for nostalgia. The newer twins move people and cargo more efficiently and more safely, by almost every measure that matters. And still — something goes out of the sky when a design that carried this much of our collective imagination finally leaves the stage. The 747 never looked like a compromise. It looked like an answer to a question no one else had dared ask at that scale.

Watch the video if you have a few minutes. Sit with the wing flex and the engine note, the long view of the Bay Area falling away beneath a machine that made long-haul flight feel both ordinary and slightly miraculous, for more than three decades. D-ABVY did its job that afternoon in late May. The passenger in 12K, camera running, got something that airport won’t produce again.

I will miss her.

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Aircraft

Living History on the Wing

This week the warbirds are gathering at Oshkosh. I’m not there on the grass, but I can still hear them: the uneven throb of big radials, the higher urgent song of Merlins, the deep rumble of a bomber turning final. Hundreds have flown in. They are not museum pieces behind glass. They are still flying.

The lineup this year is rich — multiple P-51 Mustangs, a rare cluster of P-38 Lightnings, the B-29 Doc, the B-24 Diamond Lil, Corsairs, a P-40, an SBD Dauntless, a Privateer.

One airplane pulls at me more than the others. I first saw a P-38 in flight at Oshkosh in the early 1980s — the twin booms, the central nacelle, a purposeful elegance I hadn’t expected from a machine built for war. It was one of Kelly Johnson’s early masterpieces, born from the same inventive culture that later became the Skunk Works. This year one of those rare P-38s has come back across the Atlantic with Austria’s Flying Bulls, its only public American appearance of the season. Watching even a video of it feels like a small closing of a circle.

The airplanes do not maintain themselves. Jim Tobul still flies the F4U-4 Corsair he and his late father spent a decade restoring. At Warbirds in Review, owners and veterans stand in front of their airplanes and tell the stories — sometimes their own, sometimes a father’s or grandfather’s. Daughters and sons speak. The sessions are informal, human, often moving.

The pilots who fly these airplanes are not reenactors. They know the systems are old, the parts scarce, the consequences of a mistake permanent. They keep showing up anyway.

I’m following it all from California — streams, photographs, mass formations, the occasional longer Warbirds in Review session. It is not the same as standing under a wing. But a Merlin still sounds like a Merlin. A P-38 still looks like the answer Lockheed once gave to a desperate wartime need. The people who keep them flying are not claiming the original heroism. They are refusing to let it become abstract.

History is still flying. Even at a distance, that amazes me.

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Apple Cars iPhone Travel

The Custody of the Map

The screen on the dashboard knew the way home before I did. We were coming back from dinner, a left turn already glowing blue two blocks before I would have thought to make it, and I caught myself watching the little arrow slide along the road instead of watching the road. Somewhere behind that ease, an old reflex stirred. I found myself wondering, of all things, what had happened to the Thomas Guides.

There was a time when finding your way through San Francisco meant a spiral-bound book the size of a phone directory, kept in the door pocket or wedged under the seat, its cover gone soft and slightly oily from years of glove-compartment heat. You looked up a street name in the index, found a page number and a letter and a number — page 132, grid D3 — and turned to a small black-and-white rectangle of the city that resolved, for that moment, into something you could hold. Thomas Bros. had been drawing Southern California since 1915, when George Coupland Thomas and his brothers sold wall maps out of Oakland, and by 1945 the company had shrunk the whole sprawling region down to something that would fit in a car door. The timing mattered. The subdivisions were multiplying faster than the old fold-out maps could keep up with them. George Thomas liked to say his maps were accurate to within ten feet, which was a claim worth making and, it turned out, a claim worth stealing.

That’s where the trap streets come in. A company vice president named Barry Elias explained the trick in an interview years later: scattered through the guides were streets that did not exist. Short, usually a single block, dead-ended, drawn with a broken line as though still under construction — the visual grammar for not finished yet, so no one following the map too literally would drive into a field. The San Bernardino and Riverside County editions were said to be the thickest with them, low hundreds of invented streets tucked into real neighborhoods. Some were named to sound plausible, Spanish-inflected phrases that belonged to the landscape — La Taza Drive, Loma Drive. Others, according to people who worked there, carried the names of a cartographer’s child or dog, a private joke folded into public infrastructure. If a rival mapmaker’s cheap knockoff showed the same nonexistent cul-de-sac in the same place, there was no arguing about where it came from. The fiction was the proof.

I like that a business built on precision needed, here and there, a small deliberate lie to protect the truth of the rest of it. It’s the kind of quiet craft that doesn’t announce itself, and I don’t think I would have gone looking for it if I hadn’t been sitting in a car that no longer needed any of it — no index, no grid square, no glove box, just a screen that already knew.

Before any of this, before I’d heard of Thomas Guides or would have understood what a trap street was for, there were the free maps. Gas stations gave them away. You pumped your gas and the attendant handed you a folded map of wherever you were, no charge, the company’s logo across the top like a small act of civic generosity that happened to also be advertising. And then, sometime in the 1970s, they mostly stopped. I’ve always assumed it had something to do with the oil crisis — gas itself getting scarce and expensive enough that a company stopped throwing in a free map with it — though I’ve never been sure that’s the real reason and it may just be the story I’ve told myself because the timing fit. Whatever the cause, the free map disappeared, and after that, if you wanted one, you either bought it or you joined something. AAA required a membership, dues, an envelope in the mail. Being oriented had quietly become a thing you paid for, one way or another.

I knew the free maps first from the back seat. In the summer of 1960 my father packed my mother, my sister, and me into a blue Dodge Dart station wagon and drove us from Ohio to California and back, camping the whole way. Every evening before dark he would spread that day’s map out — hood of the car, picnic table, wherever we’d stopped — and study tomorrow’s drive. My mother kept the maps in the front seat, in charge of them the way someone is put in charge of the medicine or the money, and my father, who usually knew the way, would drive on his own certainty until he didn’t. That’s when the sparks flew. She’d try to get him to pull over and look. He’d think he already knew. I can’t tell you now what any particular fight was about, or how it resolved, only that it happened rarely enough to be memorable and that it always had the same shape: his confidence against her custody of the paper.

At home he had a Rand McNally road atlas of the whole country, the kind that lived on a shelf and got pulled down for no reason at all. I came to like it for its own sake, apart from any trip. I’d trace the roads we’d actually driven that summer, find the towns we’d camped near, follow the thin red lines out from Dayton toward places I now knew the taste of the air in. It wasn’t studying, the way my father studied. It was closer to rereading a book you already loved, tracing your own path back through it just to feel the shape of where you’d been.

I think about that atlas now next to the dashboard screen, and I don’t feel the loss I expected to feel when I started turning this over. What I actually feel, watching Apple Maps or Google Maps do instantly and without complaint what used to take my father twenty minutes of squinting at fine print by a Coleman lantern, is closer to plain amazement — that this much orientation now sits in a pocket, free again in a way the gas station maps never quite were, more accurate than any trap street was ever built to catch. My father’s confidence and my mother’s custody have both been absorbed into a piece of glass that argues with no one.

What I can’t decide is what got lost in the trade, if anything did. Maybe nothing. Maybe the studying itself — the folding, the tracing, the mild domestic argument over who really knew the way — was never really about the map at all, and the map was only ever the excuse two people needed to be lost together for a minute before deciding, out loud, where they were.

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San Francisco/California Writing

The Company of Fog

Note: a little fun this morning with a piece envisioning Jimmy Breslin writing about lunch with Herb Caen at Tadich Grill…

I went to San Francisco to meet a man who writes about the place the way a guy writes about a woman he still wants to sleep with after thirty years.

His name is Herb Caen. He has been telling this city about itself every morning since before most of the people reading him were born. They call him Mr. San Francisco. In New York we don’t hand out titles like that. In New York you earn the right to be called a son of a bitch, and you take it as a compliment.

We met at Tadich Grill. Open since the gold rush, and it still looks like it never got the news that things change. Dark wood. White tablecloths. Waiters old enough to remember when the bridge was new and still sore about it. The fish comes out of the water and onto the plate without a lot of conversation in between.

Caen was already sitting when I got there. Neat. Jacket. That California tan that never quite goes away, like the sun signed a contract with him. He stood up and shook my hand like a man who has shaken a lot of hands and still means it. I ordered a martini, because when you’re in another man’s town you drink what the town drinks, even when the town is wrong.

He had one too. Stoli, twist. He called it Vitamin V.

We talked about columns. About writing for a city that never sleeps against writing for one that takes long naps in the fog and calls it lifestyle. I told him New York will rob you and hold the door on the way out. He said San Francisco smiles while it’s doing it, then writes a nice item about your necktie.

He works in three dots. Little pieces, one after another, like a man feeding a parking meter all day instead of buying the car. Gossip, jokes, the name of whoever just opened a place on Union Street. I need more room than that. I need to turn around. He said my way was fine if you like carrying a piano up the stairs every day. I told him his was fine if you don’t mind never sitting down long enough to find out what you actually think.

The sand dabs came. Caen looked at his like a priest looks at the host. I ate mine like a man who skipped breakfast. Everything on that table was good — the bread, the butter, the light coming in off the street looking like it had been there as long as the wood and knew it.

He leaned in. “You know the difference between our two cities?”

I waited.

“In New York, the people are the story. Here, the city is the story. The people just get to live in it for a while.”

That’s a hell of a thing for a man to say about his own hometown — that the place is bigger than everybody in it, including him. I told him about the man who dug Kennedy’s grave, the one nobody else thought to ask. Caen nodded. He understood the assignment. It was the only time all lunch he didn’t have a joke ready.

We stayed too long. The martinis did their work. Outside, the fog came in soft and certain, the way it does out there, like it’s been rehearsing. Caen put his coat on like a man who has never once been in a hurry. I put mine on like a man who has somewhere else to be, even when he doesn’t.

On the sidewalk he tipped his hat. An actual hat. Nobody tips a hat in New York anymore. We’re too busy hailing something.

“Come back,” he said. “The city likes company.”

I walked toward the cable car line, the fog thick enough to make the streetlights float like they’d given up on the ground. Two men, two ways of loving a place. One writes it in little pieces that catch light for a second and go dark before the next one starts. The other digs until he finds the one man nobody else remembered to ask about, and doesn’t stop until the shovel hits something.

Neither of us was going to change. Neither was the city. That’s probably why we got along.

I caught the cable car and rode it a few blocks just to feel it move under me, the way you touch a thing to make sure it’s real. Behind me somewhere, a man who’d spent his life telling San Francisco it was beautiful was walking home through the fog he’d helped invent — which is either the best job in America or a life sentence, and he never once let on which.

I never did find out if he got tired of saying the same true thing a different way every morning. I didn’t ask. Some men you let keep their secret. Besides, I had my own city waiting, and it doesn’t smile at you while it robs you. It just takes the money and tells you to have a nice day.

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AI AI: Prompting

The Price of the Barstool

Some genius out in California — one of the AI guys, the smart ones, always the smart ones — says the trick to getting a machine to understand you is to stop typing and start talking. Ramble for ten minutes, he says. Total mess. Say whatever’s in your head, contradict yourself, circle back, don’t clean it up. The machine, he says, is better at finding what you meant than you are.

I could’ve told him that thirty years ago for the price of a cup of coffee, except I would’ve told him to go find a bartender.

Every good bartender in this city has been doing this since before anybody could spell computer. You sit down, you’re a mess, you talk for twenty minutes about your ex-wife and your kid’s tuition and the guy at work who’s getting the promotion you should’ve gotten, and it comes out in no particular order, and somewhere in the fourth minute you say the one true thing — I think I’m afraid I already peaked — and the bartender doesn’t say a word, just wipes the bar down in front of you, and by the time you leave you know something about yourself you didn’t know when you walked in. Nobody paid Sam a nickel for that. Nobody gave him a paper to publish.

Now they’ve built a machine that does the same trick and they’re calling it a pattern. They put it in a paper. Somebody in Palo Alto’s going to raise money on it.

Here’s what I’ll say for the guy — he’s right, and being right is rarer than people think in that business. The mess is where the truth lives. Nobody ever said something true the first time they tried to say it cleanly. You clean it up too fast, you’ve written a memo. You let it run messy, you’ve said something.

But I’ll tell you what he won’t put in the paper, because it doesn’t fit on a slide. The machine will hand you back a cleaner version of your ten minutes, and it’ll sound better than what you said, and half the time it’ll be missing the one part that was actually true, because the true part usually comes out sounding wrong the first time. That’s the part a bartender knows and a machine doesn’t. Sam wouldn’t have cleaned up your sentence. He’d have just remembered you said it, and brought you another one, and let you sit there with it.

They’ll charge you a subscription for the part where it listens. The part where somebody sits with what you actually said — that’s still free, if you can find the right stool.

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Aviation Memories

Overhead the Farm

This week is the annual EAA Fly-In in Oshkosh, Wisconsin. This brings back memories of a good time we shared over 35 years ago.

Our Piper Cherokee could hold enough fuel to fly well past what our bladders would tolerate, but we didn’t fly that way. We planned every stop — fuel first, restrooms too — and let the country reveal itself in the increments a small plane gives you: Rock Springs WY for the first night, Alliance NE next for gas and bathroom, Yankton SD to make a phone call, and then, finally, circling over a farm outside Alcester, South Dakota, that I hadn’t seen from the air before.

It was 1989. I was forty-two. My Dad was sixty-eight, sitting in the right seat of my 1974 Piper Pathfinder, painted red, white, and blue — an honest airplane that never asked for much and never gave us trouble. We were headed to Oshkosh, to the fly-in, the way pilots go to Mecca — except this time the pilgrimage ran straight through his childhood.

His people were Norwegian. His grandfather had crossed an ocean and then a good part of a continent to end up farming eastern South Dakota, and the family had stayed put the way families did then, generation folding into generation until my grandfather had more children than the land could easily absorb. Some of them farmed anyway. My father did not. He went into printing — Linotype machines, hot lead, the smell of a shop instead of the smell of a barn. But I remember the soil anyway. I’d visited that farm as a boy of ten or so, and what stayed with me wasn’t a story anyone told but a set of smells: hay and diesel and animal warmth inside the barn, the particular rattle of a tractor under me, dust rising gold in a shaft of light through a barn door left open. Did I want to help milk the cows?

We landed at Yankton for fuel and my father called his sister. I don’t remember what either of them said — it was a short call, the kind you make when you’re about to do something better shown than explained. Something like: we’ll be overhead in twenty minutes. Go outside. Look up.

And then we were. Alcester from a thousand feet is not much — a scatter of buildings, a windbreak of trees, fields squared off in the pattern only farmland makes — but down there was a farmhouse, and out in the yard were two people who’d stopped whatever they were doing to come out and watch the sky. We circled twice. My father waved — big, unmistakable — from a thousand feet up at his sister and her husband in the yard below. They waved back, two small shapes going back and forth, back and forth. Then we leveled the wings and kept going east, toward Wisconsin, and neither of us said much of anything, because there wasn’t really anything to say. It was just good.

Oshkosh itself is its own kind of pilgrimage, and if you’ve never been, the thing that’s hard to explain is not the airplanes — though there are more in one place than you will ever otherwise see — it’s the people.

And the crowd starts in the skies as you line up for the Fisk arrival into Oshkosh. The air traffic controllers are out in a field somewhere below and they’re talking continuously. “The red white and blue Cherokee rock your wings! Land on the yellow dot midfield…” Before you know it you’re turning off into the grass and being waved to your parking spot next to so many other airplanes.

Most pilots who fly in tent-camp right under their own wings, sleeping on the grass next to the machine that brought them. Dad and I opted for relative luxury: a dorm room at a local university, actual beds, actual plumbing. I don’t remember the room. Or how we got back and forth to the airport.

What I do remember is the grounds. Tens of thousands of people for a solid week, and no litter. None. If you saw a gum wrapper, you picked it up, the way you’d pick up a dropped tool in someone else’s shop. The shared bathrooms stayed clean not because anyone was assigned to clean them, but because everyone behaved as if they were company in someone else’s house.

It sounds like a small thing to remember thirty-some years later. It isn’t. I’ve described it as renewing my faith in humanity. Each afternoon we gathered along the flight line for the daily air show which was usually punctuated by the contrast between an old biplane and the sound of the latest American fighter aircraft. Amazing sights.

I had been once before, driven in with pilots who’d rented an RV, and learned mostly that I didn’t want to do that again — too many people, too close together, none of the ease of arriving on your own wings. That trip didn’t have the thing this one had. I couldn’t have told you what the thing was, exactly, except that being there with my Dad restored some baseline faith in how people can behave toward each other when they all care about the same unlikely thing.

The flight home took us back through Spearfish, where another of our relatives put us up for the night, and then on to Logan, Utah, for fuel and that bio break.

It was the leg after that — the crossing of the state of Nevada — that I still think about on rough days. The sky was clear. Not a cloud anywhere. And the air was some of the worst turbulence I’ve flown through, before or since. I tried up high, I tried down low, but there was no altitude in that whole stretch of sky that gave us any peace. No smooth air anywhere. Just wind. Dad didn’t get sick. Neither did I. We just held on and let the airplane buck and waited it out, the way you do.

After a time then we crossed low over the Sierras, and somewhere on the descent into the central valley of California the air went calm again, smooth as the farm pond back in Alcester must have been that morning, and the trip was, in every way that mattered, already over.

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Writing

Wait, What? The Art of the Irresistible Lead

A few weeks ago I sat with a fresh draft of one of my daily reports, the cursor blinking on a perfectly serviceable first sentence. It told the reader exactly what the piece was about. It was clear. It was polite. And it was, frankly, a little boring.

I deleted it and tried again. Then again. On the fifth try, something shifted. The sentence wasn’t flashy, but it carried a quiet spark of surprise—an unexpected detail that made even me lean in. In that moment I felt the familiar thrill of a good lead doing its quiet work: not demanding attention, but inviting it.

Susan Orlean has long been one of my quiet heroes in this regard. She crafts first sentences that land like gentle provocations—declarative, sometimes absurd, always authoritative in their own small way. They dare you not to keep reading, even when the subject seems, at first glance, ordinary.

For years now I’ve paid close attention to these opening moves—not just in Orlean’s work, but across the writers who consistently pull me in and refuse to let go. In a world of endless distractions and shorter attention spans, the lead is no longer optional; it is an act of hospitality. It says, gently but firmly: Come sit with this for a while. There’s something worth your time here.

This post is my reflection on that craft—why it matters, what the masters do so well, and how those of us who write (whether for blogs, reports, letters, or larger ambitions) might get better at it. Along the way I’ll share specific examples that still make me pause and smile, plus some practical ways I’ve tried to strengthen my own first sentences. Because if curiosity and receptivity are part of my compass, then learning to write better leads feels like one small, ongoing way to live into that.

Why Leads Matter More Than Ever

Attention is the scarcest resource we have. A strong lead doesn’t just inform—it seduces, surprises, or jolts the reader into “Wait, what?” mode. It earns those first crucial moments in a distracted world.

When I struggle with a draft, it’s often because the opening is doing too much summarizing and not enough inviting. A great lead respects the reader’s time while promising payoff. It’s generous. And in my own writing, whether a morning report or a more personal essay, refining the lead has often clarified the entire piece.

Masters of the Lead

Over time I’ve noticed how the same principles appear across very different forms. Feature writers like Susan Orlean seduce us into caring about subjects we didn’t know existed. Obituary writers work under tighter constraints but with profound stakes—distilling a life into something that honors the dead while engaging the living.

Orlean often opens with vivid, affectionate character portraits or surprising details that feel like delightful invitations. One classic: “In Bulgaria, some tennis balls are like dumplings.” It’s playful, specific, and instantly makes you wonder about the world these athletes inhabit. Another strength is the rapid, layered sketch: “John Laroche is a tall guy, skinny as a stick, pale-eyed, slouch-shouldered, and sharply handsome, in spite of the fact that he is missing all his front teeth.” The list is cinematic; the twist humanizes. Orlean writes the way a reader experiences the story, starting at the beginning and pulling you along with warm observation.

Obituary writers like Alden Whitman show the form’s power under pressure. Whitman conducted thoughtful advance interviews, framing them as biographical updates rather than morbid exercises. He asked reflective questions about identity, turning points, and what mattered most—gathering the intimate details that made his leads gracefully revealing. His portraits treated lives as coherent stories, full of flavor and humanity. Modern masters like Margalit Fox continue this with witty, precise openings that capture essence in one surprising stroke. British obituary traditions add elegant wit and anecdote, often using a single eccentricity to humanize even formidable figures.

The contrast is illuminating. Orlean’s warmth draws you in with delight and empathy. Joan Didion might open the same subject with cool cultural dissection, noting contradictions and performance. Wright Thompson would make it mythic and sensory. Jimmy Breslin would give it street-smart heart and working-man respect.

I sometimes test this by imagining how each would open a scene I actually remember: Moe’s Books on Telegraph Avenue in 1969. I was young, new to Berkeley, and the place felt like a sanctuary. The cigar smoke drifted out onto the sidewalk. Moe himself held quiet authority behind the counter. Browsers moved slowly, as if time among books was time well stolen. He bought books fairly—no haggling, just a fair price—and held court with that cigar while the avenue hummed with protest outside.

Orlean might begin with affectionate observation: the smoke, the quiet authority, the browsers moving as if time were something you could borrow among the shelves. Didion would coolly note the cultural performance—the revolutionary texts amid fading energy. Thompson would immerse you in the sensory sanctuary, the myth of the place. Breslin would tell it like a guy at the bar: Moe buying books fairly, no nonsense, holding court with that cigar while the world outside churned.

Each approach turns the same details—cigars, fair dealing, the charged atmosphere—into something that hooks and reveals. What unites them is deep curiosity and receptivity: seeing people and places fully, with compassionate attention.

How to Get Good at Leads

Mastery comes from deliberate practice. Here are approaches I’ve found helpful:

  • Read and dissect. Keep a notebook of great leads. Note what emotion or curiosity they trigger and what promise they make.
  • Write multiples. For any story, draft five versions—zinger, scene, metaphor, question, quiet setup—then choose or combine.
  • Draft first, revise last. Write the piece, then craft the lead. Or iterate after you know the emotional core. Read aloud.
  • Hunt arresting details. Look for surprising combinations (Orlean) or telling contradictions (Didion). Your own memories are full of them.
  • Get feedback early. Share just the lead. Ask: Does this make you want to read more?
  • Experiment with constraints. Try ultra-short leads or imitate a master’s voice, then adapt to yours.

Over time this becomes instinctive. Leads force clarity about what your story really is.

Common Pitfalls

Avoid summaries that feel polite but boring, or cleverness that sacrifices clarity. The best leads align with your internal compass—generous, empathetic, curious. They reflect compassionate honesty: offering truth with care.

Writing better leads is one small way to live my life theme more fully. It’s about paying close attention, finding the spark in the everyday, and inviting others to do the same.

These values are my compass—and today, curiosity feels like the right direction.

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The Day the Last Mainframe Went Dark

Note: I literally grew up during the heyday of the IBM mainframe era. My first real job was working for IBM in San Francisco beginning in 1968. I’m a “big iron” kind of guy. But this post was imagined after reading the following in a July 14, 2026 announcement from IBM: When we discussed our expectations with you in April, we noted that we would be wrapping on the launch of z17 in the second quarter. Given this was the strongest start to a mainframe program in our history, we expected Infrastructure revenue to decline low-single digits for the year, beginning this quarter. What played out was worse than our expectations, driven by a shortfall in our Z performance and the associated software stack, primarily in Transaction Processing. In the last few weeks of June, we saw clients shift their quarterly capex spend toward servers, storage, and memory purchases to secure supply-constrained infrastructure ahead of expected price increases. This dynamic impacted client buying patterns. While we anticipated some supply chain related impact in our expectations, we did not anticipate the magnitude of the capex reprioritization.

It won’t arrive with fanfare. No countdown, no viral video of engineers raising a glass. One morning—sometime in the 2040s, perhaps later—a small team in a climate-controlled data center will complete the final cutover. They’ll flip the switches, watch the lights dim, and listen as the hum of the last production IBM mainframe fades to silence. An era that began with the System/360 in 1964 will end. Not with a crash. With the soft click of obsolescence.

We’ve been predicting the mainframe’s death for decades. In the early 1990s, pundits declared it doomed. They were wrong. Those systems—reliable, secure, capable of staggering transaction volumes with near-perfect uptime—became the invisible backbone of modern life. Your last bank transfer, airline reservation, insurance claim, or government benefit likely touched one. They endured because they solved hard problems well: high-volume, mission-critical processing where failure was never an option.

The path to that final power-down was never a rupture. It was a long, uneven evolution—driven by economics, technology, talent shifts, and the patient work of modernization. AI tools accelerated the transition. They didn’t cause it.

Lessons from Earlier Transitions

Steam engines dominated railroads for generations—powerful, reliable, deeply integrated into the industrial economy. Diesel won through incremental advantages: better efficiency, lower maintenance, longer trains with less labor. Railroads rebuilt infrastructure and retired the old iron as the economics aligned, route by route.

Prop planes opened the skies to mass travel. Jets brought speed and range that transformed global connectivity—but airlines didn’t scrap fleets overnight. They ran hybrids during the overlap, invested in new airports and training, and retired props as jet economics and passenger demand made the case irresistible.

The mainframe followed this pattern. AI coding agents—Claude Code, Cursor, OpenAI models, AWS Transform, IBM watsonx—transformed the brutal manual work of understanding undocumented COBOL, extracting buried business logic, generating tests, refactoring safely. What once demanded scarce veteran experts for months or years could now be accelerated, with rigorous human oversight and equivalence testing.

Platforms like Visa’s Pismo showed a smarter path: incremental modernization. Cloud-native microservices layered alongside legacy cores, rather than rip-and-replace. Banks demonstrated real progress. Hybrid strategies won—AI inference running close to sensitive data on evolved mainframes (IBM’s z17 and successors, with on-chip accelerators), while new applications and analytics moved to elastic cloud environments.

IBM positioned the platform as an “AI factory” for low-latency, secure workloads. But pricing pressure was constant. High, capacity-based software licensing made the economics harder to defend as cloud offered predictable, usage-driven costs and younger talent gravitated toward modern stacks. For CFOs weighing rising maintenance against retiring COBOL expertise and AI-assisted migration, the scales tipped.

By the mid-2030s, competitive and regulatory forces intensified. Fujitsu’s exit from mainframes created a cliff in affected markets. Skills shortages accelerated. Even the most conservative holdouts—ultra-high-volume, regulated systems in finance, government, specialized industries—began serious moves, as simulation environments and exhaustive parallel testing brought the risk down to manageable size.

The Final Act

The last systems to go were the stubborn ones, where disruption carried outsized consequences. When the final cutover succeeded—after months of flawless parallel running—the team powered down the machine. A global bank, a payments processor, a government entity. Maybe a small ceremony: engineers who’d kept it alive for decades, trading stories of the iron that never failed when the world needed it most.

Picture the aircraft boneyards outside Tucson or Victorville, retired 747s sitting in rows under the sun, giving up parts to new generations before they’re recycled. Mainframes will meet a similar fate, more climate-controlled. Some linger in warehouses as insurance, still humming faintly in test or archival roles. Others get dismantled by IT asset disposition teams—data wiped to standard, processors and I/O cards harvested for niche markets. The bulk gets recycled, metal and circuitry returning to the supply chain. Like the jets, the iron won’t vanish in disgrace. Its lessons in reliability and disciplined engineering at scale live on, embedded in whatever comes next.

The world didn’t stop. Transactions kept flowing, now on distributed, elastic, AI-augmented platforms that had absorbed the best of what came before. The mainframe era didn’t end in failure. It ended because better options finally existed for every workload.

What Endures

We’ll look back with respect and nostalgia. The mainframe wasn’t flashy, but it taught something durable: some problems reward obsessive focus on reliability and scale; disciplined engineering outlasts hype cycles; the wisest transitions are rarely clean breaks. They’re patient evolutions that carry forward what matters.

IBM will have completed its own transformation by then—software, services, hybrid orchestration, AI tools that work across environments. The company that built the platform helps close the book on it.

The last mainframe going dark won’t feel like loss. It will feel like the natural close of a chapter that powered the digital economy through its most formative decades. The iron did its job. Now the next architecture takes the stage, standing on shoulders built to last.