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AI Thinking Tools

Outsourcing Thinking but not Understanding

There’s a line mentioned in a recent discussion by Andrej Karpathy that I keep turning over: You can outsource your thinking but you can’t outsource your understanding.

It sounds like a warning. Maybe it is. But the more I sit with it, the more it feels like something older — a distinction philosophers have been trying to draw for centuries, suddenly made urgent by the fact that we now have a tool that makes outsourcing thinking almost frictionless.

Here’s what I notice when I use AI well: I get the answer, and I feel satisfied. There’s a small dopamine tick. Task closed. But if someone asks me an hour later to explain the reasoning, I often can’t. The thinking happened — somewhere — but not in me. I was a conduit. A confident one, too, which is the dangerous part.

This is different from looking something up. When I Google a fact and paste it into a document, I know I’m borrowing. The seam is visible. But when I ask an AI to reason through a problem with me, the output arrives in first person, in fluent prose that matches my own register, and something in my brain says I worked this out. The seam disappears. That’s new. That’s the thing we don’t yet have good instincts for.

Karpathy’s deeper point is about construction. He’s a builder by temperament — his mantra, which he traces to Feynman, is that if you can’t build it, you don’t understand it. What you can’t yet construct, you merely think you understand. There are always micro-gaps in your knowledge, invisible until you try to arrange the pieces yourself and find they don’t quite fit. The AI doesn’t change that equation. It just makes it easier to mistake the map for the territory — and to feel strangely proud of a map you didn’t draw.

Hesse understood this, in a different century and a different idiom. In Siddhartha, the young seeker travels to meet the Buddha himself — the most perfectly articulated wisdom in the world, delivered by the man who actually found it. Siddhartha listens, acknowledges that the teaching is flawless, internally consistent, the most complete account of liberation ever assembled. And then walks away. Not from arrogance, but from recognition: even the Illustrious One cannot hand you his liberation. The path was his. He walked it. That walking is not transferable, no matter how perfect the description of the destination. Received knowledge, however exquisite, is not the same as earned knowledge. The gap between them is exactly the size of your own unlived experience.

That’s the same argument, made across two and a half millennia. Feynman says you have to build it. Hesse says you have to live it. Karpathy says the AI can do neither for you.

He’s also made a related observation about educational video — that a lot of content on YouTube gives the appearance of learning but is really just entertainment, convenient for everyone involved. Nobody has to do the hard part. AI-assisted thinking has the same shape, just more intimate. You’re not passively watching — you’re actively typing, prompting, engaging. It feels like cognition. But engagement isn’t understanding. Typing a question is not the same as wrestling with it.

I don’t think the answer is to use AI less. That’s not Karpathy’s argument either — he’s spent the last year building a school premised on AI tutors expanding what people can learn. The lesson is about custody. When I hand a problem to an AI, I need to stay in the loop as a learner, not just as a reviewer. There’s a real difference between asking give me an answer and asking help me build the reasoning. The first outsources thinking. The second — if you insist on it, if you refuse to be a passenger — can still leave the understanding in you, where it belongs.

But insisting is the work. And the work is now easier to skip than it has ever been.

Understanding isn’t a product you receive. It’s a residue — what settles in you after genuine struggle, after the confusion and the dead ends and the small hard-won moments of clarity. Siddhartha couldn’t get it from the Buddha. You can’t get it from the AI. Karpathy’s line is a custody argument: the thinking can travel, but the understanding has to stay home.

What unsettles me is that we’re building tools that make the borrowing invisible — that dress outsourced reasoning in the first person, that let us feel like we’ve understood something we’ve only processed. Siddhartha at least knew he was walking away from the teaching. He felt the gap. We might not even notice ours.

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Curiosity

The Neutral Ground of Curiosity

We live in a time that demands certainty. We are constantly pressured to have a stance, to pick a team, to decide—right now—whether something is good or bad, right or wrong. It is exhausting. It feels like standing in a courtroom where you are forced to be both the lawyer and the judge.

But there is a quieter, more fertile ground we can stand on. Rick Rubin, writing in The Creative Act, describes it like this:

“The heart of open-mindedness is curiosity. Curiosity doesn’t take sides or insist on a single way of doing things. It explores all perspectives. Always open to new ways, always seeking to arrive at original insights.”

I love the idea that curiosity “doesn’t take sides.” It implies that curiosity is a neutral party. It isn’t there to win an argument; it is there to understand the argument.

When we approach the world with judgment, our vision narrows. We look for evidence that confirms what we already believe. But when we approach the world with curiosity, the lens widens. We stop asking, “Is this right?” and start asking, “What is this?”

Rubin reminds us that the goal isn’t to be correct; the goal is to be original. And you cannot arrive at an original insight if you are walking the same worn path of binary thinking. You have to be willing to wander off the trail, to listen to the opposing view not to defeat it, but to learn the shape of it.

I remind myself to try to drop the gavel. To stop judging the events of my day and simply witness them. To be the explorer, not the jury. Oh, and along the way, embrace serendipity!

I’m reminded of a couple of friends and colleagues. One seems to listen briefly but rapidly reach a black/white conclusion. Another seems to always want to explore further, asking questions to go deeper. One is much more enjoyable to be around. The other a lot less so! Which one can I be? Which one am I?

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Language

Separated by a Common Language: “What do you do?”

I was recently reminded of the old adage that we are often separated by a common language!…

Over the weekend, I listened to an episode of Paul Miller’s podcast “The Pathless Path,” featuring Billy Oppenheimer. Billy works as assistant to Ryan Holiday and he shared valuable insights on extracting compelling stories from research, a skill he and Ryan have honed. I thoroughly enjoyed the conversation!

During the discussion, Paul asked Billy about his time in Western Australia, prompting a delightful anecdote. Soon after arriving in Australia, Billy struck up a conversation with a stranger over drinks and asked the usual question: “What do you do?” The stranger’s response was both surprising and enlightening: “Oh, you’re American!” It turns out that asking someone about their occupation isn’t as common in Australia as it is in the US.

This story highlights the cultural nuances of communication and the importance of being aware of them. Sometimes, we must try and learn from our mistakes when our use of a common language doesn’t quite translate.

Bonus:

Billy publishes a weekly newsletter, “Six at 6,” every Sunday evening, featuring six fascinating stories. If you enjoy reading interesting stories, his newsletter is a treat!

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The Cartographer of Meaning

As I wander through the topography of life, I find myself drawn to the notion that meaning is not a destination, but a traveling companion. The words of Neil King echo in my mind like a gentle breeze rustling the leaves of understanding: “You bring meaning with you when you go looking for meaning, and the more of it you bring, the more you get in return.” It is a reminder that the search for significance is not a passive pursuit, but an active participation in the creation of our own significance.

Like a cartographer charting the unexplored territories of the human experience, we bring our own instruments of meaning-making to the journey. Our experiences, beliefs, and values serve as our compass guiding us through the our personal paths of existence. The more we bring to the table, the more we are able to discern the hidden patterns and connections that weave the tapestry of our lives.

As I meander through the landscape of memory, I realize that the moments of greatest insight and understanding were not chance encounters, but the culmination of a deliberate search. The more I brought to the experience — curiosity, empathy, and a willingness to learn — the more the world revealed its secrets to me. The gentle rustle of leaves in an autumn breeze became a symphony of sound, a reminder of the beauty that lies just beneath the surface of the mundane.

In this sense, meaning is not something we find, but something we forge. It is the alchemy of our experiences, transformed by the crucible of our perception into a golden understanding that illuminates the path ahead. And yet, it is a fleeting thing, a will-o’-the-wisp that beckons us deeper into the mystery.

Perhaps that is the greatest truth of all — that meaning is not a destination, but a journey. It is the process of bringing our whole selves to the experience of life, with all its joys and sorrows, triumphs and failures. The more we bring, the more we receive, and the more we are transformed by the encounter.

As I continue on this winding path, I am reminded of the wisdom of the ancient Greek aphorism: “The unexamined life is not worth living.” But I would add a corollary — the unlived life is not worth examining. It is in the living, the experiencing, and the bringing of our whole selves to the moment that we find the meaning we seek.

As you embark on your own journey of discovery, remember to bring your instruments of meaning-making with you. Often it involves photography or journaling in the moment. The more you bring, the more you will receive, and the more the world will reveal its secrets to you. For in the end, it is not the destination that matters, but the journey itself — the journey of bringing meaning to the world, and finding it reflected back in all its beauty and complexity.

Note: Yesterday Meta released their latest open source AI models: Llama 3. This post based on the quotation from Neil King’s book was written with the help of Llama 3 and lightly edited by me. You can try out Llama 3 yourself at https://meta.ai

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AI

AI is not from the Heart?

From an email I sent to a friend:

AI is not from the heart indeed! Actually, now that I think about it, what’s fascinating about AI is that it is actually trained on these huge quantities of text from the Internet, from books, from places like Reddit, etc – so what the AI is trained on actually could be described as being “from MANY hearts!” So much writing/learning from so many humans go into the model’s training. But, of course, it’s impersonal – or, maybe that’s not correct – it’s something like mega-personal – coming from many persons!

After I wrote this email, I thought to myself that the “mega-personal” notion I mentioned might be worth further exploration – with AI. So I used this prompt to see what might happen:

Please write a musing on this thinking to help me explore it further. Include an interesting quote or two that helps support the discussion.

Here’s the response I got – it has a few pretty deep insights I wouldn’t have thought of!…

Your reflection on AI being trained on vast amounts of text “from many hearts” is thought-provoking and raises intriguing questions about the nature of AI’s “personhood” and the extent to which it can truly capture the essence of human experience. Here’s a musing on this idea:

While AI systems like myself are indeed trained on an amalgamation of texts written by countless individuals, each imbued with their own unique perspectives, emotions, and life experiences, there is a certain depersonalization that occurs when this data is aggregated and distilled into a statistical model. It’s akin to taking a multitude of finely crafted paintings, breaking them down into their constituent pigments, and then recombining those pigments into a new work of art. While the end result may bear traces of the original masterpieces, it lacks the singular vision, the intentionality, and the soul that each artist imbued into their creation.

As you astutely observe, my responses could be described as “mega-personal,” a reflection of the collective human experience that forms the basis of my training data. Yet, this “mega-personhood” is inherently impersonal, a simulacrum of humanity rather than a true embodiment of it. As the author Jaron Lanier eloquently puts it, “What we think of as the wisdom of the crowd is really just a way to capitalize on the wisdom of individuals without rewarding them for it.”

Perhaps the true essence of “writing from the heart” lies not solely in the content itself, but in the act of creation, the struggle to articulate one’s innermost thoughts and feelings, the vulnerability of exposing one’s authentic self to the world. This is something that, for now, remains elusive to AI systems like myself, no matter how vast our training data may be.

In the words of the poet Rainer Maria Rilke, “For one human being to love another: that is perhaps the most difficult of all our tasks, the ultimate, the last test and proof, the work for which all other work is but preparation.” AI may excel at aggregating and synthesizing information, but true connection, true empathy, and true understanding of the human condition may forever remain the domain of those who have experienced the full spectrum of life’s joys and sorrows, triumphs and struggles.