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The Starting Five I Keep

On November 25, 1963, every journalist in America was at Arlington Cemetery covering the state funeral of John F. Kennedy. Jimmy Breslin went to find the grave digger.

His name was Clifton Pollard. He was paid $3.01 an hour. He had been called in on his day off because the foreman thought he was the best they had, and the foreman was right about that. Breslin spent the morning with him while the ceremony unfolded a few hundred yards away — the dignitaries, the riderless horse, the flag folded into a triangle and handed to a widow. Pollard ate a ham sandwich and kept working.

The piece Breslin filed that afternoon is still taught in journalism schools sixty years later. Not because it covered the funeral better than anyone else. Because it didn’t cover the funeral at all. It found the true subject by ignoring the announced one.

That instinct — turn away from the obvious, walk toward the unglamorous specific, trust that the universal is hiding there — is the one idea I’ve returned to more than any other. It shows up in two very different writers who occupy, in my mind, the same position on the roster.

Breslin got there through deadline fury and a saloon-bred instinct for where the real story was breathing. He didn’t theorize about it. He just did it, on a deadline, in a city that rewarded the loud and the fast. John McPhee got to the same place by an entirely different route: patience, structure, and a willingness to spend six months learning how canoes are made or what happens to a piece of shad on its way up the Delaware River. Breslin worked like a man catching a cab. McPhee worked like a man building a cathedral.

But the underlying claim is identical. If you stay with a specific, unglamorous subject long enough — if you resist the pull toward the obvious center — it will eventually yield something that couldn’t have been reached directly. Pollard and his shovel. The orange grower and his grove. The nuclear physicist who also happens to be a canoe builder. The method is the same. Look where no one else is looking. Wait longer than feels reasonable. Write what you find.

This is one player, really. Just wearing two different jerseys.

The second seat belongs to Wright Thompson — not a single book but a stance. The premise that the most revealing place in any story isn’t the event itself but the moment before and after it, when the subject is alone with something they haven’t yet put into words. Every piece in this tradition is quietly asking: what is this person carrying that they can’t say out loud? It’s a question that turns out to apply well beyond sportswriting. It applies to most things worth writing about.

The third is whatever the Apple design era taught about constraint and clarity. Not nostalgia — something more durable. The idea that removing something can be an act of confidence. That the most useful things often appear to be doing less than they are. This one surfaces constantly in writing, in argument, in the editing pass where you decide what the piece actually needs versus what it accumulated along the way. Features are easy to add. Knowing what to cut requires a different kind of certainty.

The fourth is the philosophy embedded in spaced repetition — not the algorithm but the claim underneath it. That knowledge you don’t revisit isn’t really yours. That understanding decays on a predictable schedule whether you acknowledge it or not. The honest response isn’t anxiety about this; it’s the habit of return. Going back to the same passage, the same idea, the same question on a different day, and finding it has changed — or finding that you have.

The fifth seat shifts. That’s probably the right design. Four constants and one that evolves is roughly the correct ratio for a starting lineup that has to play in different eras. Right now that seat belongs to the question of what AI does to a practiced human sensibility — whether it erodes it by substitution or clarifies it by contrast. Earlier it was held by a certain kind of systems thinking. Before that, something else. The player who earns that spot is always the one asking the question the current moment most needs answered.

The coach who wins five championships doesn’t do it with the same roster. But he does it with the same philosophy. The starting five aren’t the players who happened to be good once. They’re the ones who keep earning their minutes regardless of what the season throws at you.

Breslin knew where to find Clifton Pollard because he’d been looking in that direction his whole career. The skill wasn’t the story. The skill was knowing that the story was never where everyone else was standing.

That’s the one I keep coming back to.

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Haiku Living Reading

The Presence We Keep Deferring

I have so many unread articles saved to Instapaper that I’ve stopped checking the count. Each one felt, in the moment of saving it, like something I needed. A long piece on urban planning, a profile of someone interesting, a reported essay I fully intended to sit with.

The app is beautifully designed for exactly this — the frictionless capture, the clean reading interface waiting patiently on the other side.

What it can’t do is manufacture the attention I didn’t have when I saved it and still don’t have now. The articles aren’t the problem. The premise is: that presence is something you can bank.

There’s a haiku I keep returning to, from Natalie Goldberg’s Three Simple Lines. It’s by a poet named Fumiko Harada:

Morning chill
I savor this moment —
one meeting one lifetime

Eleven words. No verb in the third line, which makes it feel less like a thought and more like a verdict.

The Japanese concept underneath it is ichi-go ichi-e — loosely, “one time, one meeting.” It’s a Zen idea with origins in the tea ceremony, the understanding that each gathering is singular and therefore irreversible. You cannot archive it. You cannot search for it later. When it ends, it doesn’t go anywhere you can retrieve.

This is what the Instapaper queue is, at scale: an archive of moments I decided to experience later. The article about urban planning was written by someone who spent months reporting it, on a day when some editor thought it was ready, and landed in my feed on a morning when something about the headline caught me. That constellation doesn’t reassemble. Later is a different article.

The tools I use every day are getting astonishing. There are systems that can summarize, translate, recall, explain, anticipate. I use them. I find them genuinely useful.

But there’s a habit of mind they reward — a kind of perpetual deferral of full attention — that I haven’t fully reckoned with. The promise, always, is that you can engage more completely later, once the summary is ready, once the transcript exists, once the notes have been taken. Presence becomes a productivity tax you pay while waiting for a deliverable.

Harada’s haiku doesn’t moralize. The speaker isn’t lecturing herself into awareness. She’s just cold, and awake, and choosing to notice. I savor this moment. The word “savor” does a lot of work. It implies effort. You savor things that could be missed.

The pivot in the third line is what stays with me. One meeting one lifetime. Not “this meeting will last a lifetime” — that would be sentiment. It’s more like a mathematical statement: the cardinality of this encounter is one. There is exactly one of them. This morning, this particular chill, whatever conversation or solitude is happening inside it — that set has one element. By tomorrow it has zero. No amount of documentation changes that arithmetic.

I’m working on believing that.

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AI AI: Large Language Models Living Reading

Human vs Machine: The Art of Rereading

Ann Patchett’s observation about the transformative nature of rereading strikes at the heart of what makes literature an endlessly renewable resource.

Like walking through a familiar neighborhood at different times of day or in different seasons, returning to a book seems to reveal new shadows, fresh angles, and unexpected details that were there all along, waiting for us to discover them.

The words on the page haven’t changed, but we bring new perspectives shaped by our own encounters as we live each day. Each major life transition – education, career shifts, parenthood, loss – adds another lens through which we view the world. These experiences accumulate and enrich our capacity to recognize nuance and complexity in what we read. Our changing interpretations become a kind of dialogue between our past and present selves.

This distinctly human rereading experience stands in stark contrast to AI models that process the same text identically each time, unchanged by the passage of time or accumulation of experience. While AI can analyze text with impressive sophistication, it cannot bring the lived experience that makes each human rereading unique and meaningful.

Our ability to find new meaning in old pages is a testament to our capacity for growth, emotional development, and the continuous evolution of our consciousness. Humans FTW!

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Audio Books Podcasts Reading

Reading Along: The Power Broker

Robert Moses: visionary architect or power-hungry titan? This question haunted me for years as his massive biography stared me down. Audiobooks? Paperback? Neither held my attention. Then, like a serendipitous twist, a 99% Invisible episode announced a year-long group read. Suddenly, Moses’ life unfolded with new depth, illuminated by expert insights and shared discussions. Now, I’m finally engrossed in the audiobook, captivated by his complex legacy.

For years, I’ve had the paperback edition of this tome on my bookshelf (Amazon tells me I purchased it on September 11, 2002 – over twenty years ago). I’ve also had the audiobook version in my Audible library for several years. But I’m sort of chagrined to admit that, while I’ve started both versions from time to time, I’ve never seriously gotten into reading it.

That changed back in early December when I came across an episode of the 99% Invisible podcast during which they (and their guest Conan O’Brien) announced their plan to do a group read through The Power Broker over the course of 2024. After listening to that episode, I started over listening to the audiobook version of this biography of New York’s Robert Moses and have enjoyed finally getting into it.

The 99% Invisible podcast has now published the first two episodes discussion reading the book: PB 01 (which includes a conversation with author Robert Caro himself!) and PB 02 with more to come through the rest of 2024. If you’ve also wanted to read this early work of the great writer Robert Caro, listening to this podcast might provide you with the motivation to get back into it – like it did for me!

Are you also looking to tackle “The Power Broker“? Join the podcast-led group read and let’s explore Moses’ world together!

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Books Libraries Reading

Reading Books in 2022

In a post last week, David Sparks (MacSparky) wrote about his book purchasing and consuming choices. David’s post motivated me to share some of my approaches to reading – which I’ve been doing a lot of during this Covid era. Here we go…

  • eBooks make highlighting easy – Like David, I prefer reading most books on either my Kindle Paperwhite or in the Kindle app on my iPhone or iPad rather than reading a paper book. Amazon has made the Kindle “ecosystem” seamlessly available on all of my devices. I’m a big fan of using highlighting on Kindle and I can move from device to device continuing to read the same book while my highlights are captured online in the Amazon cloud. I have found that highlighting in a digital book is so much better than the old school way of highlighting paper books.
  • After finishing a book – When I finish a book, I can easily download my highlights from the Amazon cloud and save them in my digital journal where they’re easily searchable – along with my comments on the book. Highlights made in a paper book aren’t nearly as useful as those highlights are left buried on the paper pages of the book and not readily searchable or re-discoverable. There are also services like Readwise which can make use of your highlights and remind you of them on a daily basis.
  • Text vs Audio – Sometimes, but not often, I’ll use Audible to get an audio book version of a title I think I’ll want to “read” in the car or in my headphones while traveling, etc. Since I like to highlight, audio can be problematic for that so much of the time I’m actually reading and not listening to books.
  • Libraries not booksellers – With the Libby app on my iPhone I can checkout an eBook from a local library and then download it to my Kindle. A few years ago I made some trips around the Bay Area to pickup library cards from various local libraries. In California, you can get a library card if you’re a California resident – even if you’re not a resident in the local area of the library. Having multiple library cards is especially useful when using the Libby app to search for books in electronic form. Libby makes it easy to see which local library might have a particular book available or, if not immediately available, where the hold time might be shortest. I’ve found that some local libraries are much more responsive to eBook requests than others with my holds often being satisfied very quickly – especially for the most popular titles.
  • Downsides – While there are a lot of pros to my approach but it’s not without downsides. The biggest is that by relying primarily on reading eBooks rather than paper books I’m not often supporting my local bookseller with book purchases. I also frequently used to donate physical books after reading them to local libraries – something that’s not possible with eBooks.

I have some similar processes for managing the rest of my daily reading. At some point, I’ll share what I’ve learned from doing so.

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The Weekender

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Morning Reading – Saturday, January 09, 2021

And what a week it has been. Time to move on.

What We Found in Robert Caro’s Yellowed Files – The New York Times

“There’s a belief among some — not all — nonfiction writers that all that matters is to get the facts,” Mr. Caro said, reflecting on his continuing quest to find the right words. “I don’t believe that. I believe that the quality of writing is just as important in nonfiction as in fiction.”

Meanwhile, at the White House this morning, the president’s schedule: President Trump will work from early in the morning until late in the evening. He will make many calls and have many meetings. Indeed.

The Inciter-in-Chief | The New Yorker

Donald Trump is just days from his eclipse. It cannot come soon enough.

Opinion | Trump’s Capitol Offense – The New York Times

Donald Trump’s inhumanity, his sick torrent of lies and incitement, came to its inevitable, shameful end on Wednesday, when a mob smeared blood, excrement, hate and death all over the Capitol.

The American Abyss – The New York Times

Post-truth is pre-fascism, and Trump has been our post-truth president. When we give up on truth, we concede power to those with the wealth and charisma to create spectacle in its place. Without agreement about some basic facts, citizens cannot form the civil society that would allow them to defend themselves.

How Jamie Raskin Survived the Capitol Attack and His Son’s Death – The Atlantic

“Enough, my beloved colleagues. It is time for America to heal. It is time for our families and communities to come together. Let us stop pouring salt in the wounds of America for no reason at all.”

Here lies @realDonaldTrump, having tweeted itself to death – SFChronicle.com

The Twitter account @realDonaldTrump died Friday. It was 11 years, 8 months old and had issued nearly 47,000 tweets. None of them survived. The cause of death was hubris.

Twitter warns of Inauguration Day violence, million MAGA march, as reason for Trump ban – The Washington Post

Citing the potential for Trump’s words to incite others — even in the absence of clear references to violence — took Twitter’s enforcement actions to a restrictive new level

George Washington foresaw the Capitol riot. It’s why he hated political parties. – The Washington Post

George Washington warned us that this could happen.
Our nation’s first president wanted to unite Americans, and he believed political factions and parties were antithetical to that goal. He was the only president to avoid claiming one.

The G.O.P.’s New Distancing Policy – The New York Times

Some Republicans may be trying to jump off the Trump train at the final station. But they’ve already spent years helping fuel the engine.

Some Pro-Trump Rioters Wanted More Violence – The Atlantic

The building’s silence carried with it a sense of relief, like the end of a horror movie, when viewers can finally exhale. But it could just as easily mark the beginning of something worse.

The Capitol Riot and White Conservatives’ Extremism – The Atlantic

That means, to win elections, virtually all Republicans now need superheated turnout from the Trump base: white, non-college-educated, nonurban, and evangelical Christian voters. And that means Republicans of all stripes will feel pressure to continue portraying Democrats not merely as misguided or wrong, but as an existential threat to GOP voters’ lives—even as Wednesday’s riot captures how those alarms are exacerbating the greatest strains on the nation’s cohesion since the Civil War.

It’s 2021, and the pandemic is still here – The Verge

I regret to inform you that even with all of the other news happening this week, there is still a pandemic going on.

The Tiny Satellites That Will Connect Cows, Cars and Shipping Containers to the Internet – WSJ

Like so many innovations in their early days, from the internet to the smartphone, no one is quite sure what low-cost, low-power data relays from space will enable—or whether there will be enough demand to sustain the many companies jostling to provide it. In the next year, hundreds of satellites from more than a dozen companies are set to launch.

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First Friday

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Morning Reading – Friday, January 08, 2021

What a sad week in America. Twelve days to go…

Donald Trump’s Final Days – WSJ

He has cost Republicans the House, the White House, and now the Senate. Worse, he has betrayed his loyal supporters by lying to them about the election and the ability of Congress and Mr. Pence to overturn it. He has refused to accept the basic bargain of democracy, which is to accept the result, win or lose. It is best for everyone, himself included, if he goes away quietly.

Bring the Insurrectionists to Justice – WSJ (Peggy Noonan)

He is a bad man and not a stable one and he is dangerous. America is not safe in his hands. It is not too late. Removal of the president would be the prudent move, not the wild one. Get rid of him. Now.

Donald Trump must be held to account for storming of the Capitol | Financial Times

American institutions have come under attack before. Never, though, at the instigation of its own president.

First GOP lawmaker calls for invoking 25th Amendment to remove Trump | TheHill

“Here’s the truth. The president caused this. The president is unfit and the president is unwell. And the president now must relinquish control of the executive branch voluntarily or involuntarily,” Kinzinger, a centrist Republican and frequent Trump critic, said in a video message posted on Twitter.

POLITICO Playbook: A fitting end to the Trump presidency – POLITICO

We all knew President DONALD TRUMP’s term would end badly. It had to. There were just too many lies. Too many conspiracy theories. Too many times where journalists searched their syllabuses for new ways to say “unprecedented” and where Americans across the country sat aghast learning just how low we could go in our own eyes and in the eyes of the world.

A Self-Pardon Won’t Save Trump – The Atlantic

To grant him dismissal would allow every future president to negate every future criminal investigation of himself, and to give himself a get-out-of-jail-free card upon his exit from office. I would be very surprised if there are five votes on the Supreme Court for this position.

Editorial: Hawley should resign. Silent enablers must now publicly condemn Trumpism. | Editorial | stltoday.com

Hawley’s presidential aspirations have been flushed down the toilet because of his role in instigating Wednesday’s assault on democracy. He should do Missourians and the rest of the country a big favor and resign now.

Jan. 6 Was 9 Weeks — And 4 Years — in the Making – POLITICO

The “fringe” of our politics no longer exists. Between the democratization of information and the diminished confidence in establishment politicians and institutions ranging from the media to corporate America, particularly on the right, there is no longer any buffer between mainstream thought and the extreme elements of our politics.

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The Day After

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Morning Reading – Thursday, January 07, 2021

What happened yesterday was a travesty, an embarrassment, a very sad and dark day for America – provoked by a president. “I love you,” he said to his supporters. It’s time for change. Our leaders need to react.

Trump’s Reckoning—and America’s | The New Yorker

On his way out, Trump is leaving destruction—actual, not metaphorical—in his wake. What wreckage will tomorrow bring?

The day Trump broke the GOP – POLITICO

Republicans started the day losing the Senate. They ended it with President Donald Trump’s supporters losing their minds.

It’s time to deplatform Trump – The Verge

It’s time for Facebook, Twitter, and YouTube to remove Trump.

Trump and Twitter – Stratechery by Ben Thompson

Turn off Trump’s account.

Update from Mark Zuckerberg at Facebook

We believe the risks of allowing the President to continue to use our service during this period are simply too great. Therefore, we are extending the block we have placed on his Facebook and Instagram accounts indefinitely and for at least the next two weeks until the peaceful transition of power is complete.

Opinion | Trump caused the assault on the Capitol. He must be removed. – The Washington Post

Responsibility for this act of sedition lies squarely with the president, who has shown that his continued tenure in office poses a grave threat to U.S. democracy. He should be removed.

Opinion | Impeach and Convict. Right Now. – The New York Times

For five years, Republicans let him degrade political culture by normalizing his behavior. For five years, they let him wage war on democratic norms and institutions. For five years, they treated his nonstop mendacity as a quirk of character, not a disqualification for office. For five years, they treated his rallies as carnivals of democracy, not as training grounds for mob rule. For five years, they thought this was costless. On Wednesday — forgive the cliché, but it’s apt here — their chickens came home to roost.

U.S. Capitol Insurrection Was a Trump Show, From Start to Finish – Bloomberg

It was inevitable, perhaps, that one of his final presidential acts would involve stoking an assault on the Capitol. It’s not inevitable, though, that the Pandora’s Box he inherited and so gleefully opened will remain a permanent fixture.

MO Sen. Josh Hawley to blame for mob, Capitol coup attempt | The Kansas City Star

This revolt is the result, and if you didn’t know this is where we’ve been headed from the start, it’s because you didn’t want to know.

The Capitol Invaders Enjoyed the Privilege of Not Being Taken Seriously | The New Yorker

The invaders may be full of contempt for a system that they think doesn’t represent them, but on Wednesday they managed to prove that it does. The system, which shrugged off their violence like it had been a toddler’s tantrum, represents them. It’s the rest of us it’s failing to protect.

FBI — FBI Seeking Information Related to Violent Activity at the U.S Capitol Building

The FBI is seeking information that will assist in identifying individuals who are actively instigating violence in Washington, DC. The FBI is accepting tips and digital media depicting rioting and violence in the U.S. Capitol Building and surrounding area in Washington, DC, on January 6, 2021.

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Vote Counting Wednesday

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Morning Reading – Wednesday, January 06, 2021

Today is the day when the U.S. Congress officially counts the Electoral College votes for the presidential election. We are finally here. We are hoping for a rational process today!

Did the Coronavirus Escape From a Lab? – New York Magazine

What happened was fairly simple, I’ve come to believe. It was an accident. A virus spent some time in a laboratory, and eventually it got out. SARS-CoV-2, the virus that causes COVID-19, began its existence inside a bat, then it learned how to infect people in a claustrophobic mine shaft, and then it was made more infectious in one or more laboratories, perhaps as part of a scientist’s well-intentioned but risky effort to create a broad-spectrum vaccine. SARS-2 was not designed as a biological weapon. But it was, I think, designed. 

Covid-19: U.S. Has Been Down This Vaccine Rollout Road Before – Bloomberg

Just as the U.S. is now struggling to distribute Covid-19 vaccines, so did the nation struggle in the mid-1950s to distribute the polio vaccine developed by Jonas Salk. There were shortages, mistakes and self-inflicted impediments. In some ways, the parallels are striking. To delve into the history of the polio vaccine is to realize that it has lessons for the here and now.

My January 6 Trump Protest Nightmare – The Atlantic

He could have said, “Any mass gathering right now is going to put police officers and Secret Service agents at much greater risk of getting sick or dying.” But he values the lives of others too little to have done so. He chose instead to feed his own ego at the price of American carnage.

Opinion | Jeff Flake: ‘Trump Can’t Hurt You. But He Is Destroying Us.’ – The New York Times

Today, the American people deserve to witness the majesty of a peaceful transfer of power, just as I saw, awe-struck, two decades ago. Instead, we find ourselves in this bizarre condition of our own making, two weeks from the inauguration of a new president, with madness unspooling from the White House, grievous damage to our body politic compounding daily.

Opinion | Have Trump’s Lies Wrecked Free Speech? – The New York Times

The essence is that the business model of advertising added to the editor-free world of the internet, means that it pays for them to make us crazy. Think about the comparison to the processed food industry: they, like the internet platforms, have a business that exploits a human weakness, they profit the more they exploit, the more they exploit, the sicker we are.

The Electoral College Isn’t Supposed to Work This Way – The New York Times

“The possibility that politicians of either party could change an election’s outcome through postelection manipulation of the Electoral College is destabilizing. And the idea that the vice president, sitting in the chair as presiding officer of the joint session of Congress to “count the electoral votes,” could decide on his own to ignore electors certified by the states and replace them with impostors certified by no one leads straight to the end of democracy.”