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The Being Phase

There is a metric making the rounds in technology investing circles that is, on its face, about market share and revenue concentration. Alex Sacerdote of Whale Rock Capital calls it the New Rule of 40 for AI. The formula is simple: take the percentage of a companyโ€™s sales derived from AI, add its percentage market share in that AI category, and if the sum reaches 40, you have a winner. Celestica, a company most people have never heard of, scores extraordinarily well. It owns somewhere between half and sixty percent of the cloud Ethernet white-box switch market. NVIDIA doesnโ€™t need a formula. It simply is what it is.

Sacerdote designed the metric to cut through a specific kind of noise โ€” the companies claiming AI exposure they donโ€™t actually have, the giants whose AI revenue hovers at one or two percent of their base while their press releases suggest otherwise. The framework is a detector. It finds the companies that have stopped becoming AI infrastructure and started simply being it.

I found myself less interested in the companies than in that distinction.


I spent years at Visa watching a network that had long since crossed that threshold. By the time I arrived, Visa wasnโ€™t becoming the global payments infrastructure. It was the global payments infrastructure. The work was real โ€” fraud detection, modeling, the daily labor of keeping something enormous running โ€” but the existential question had been settled before I got there. The network existed. Merchants accepted it because cardholders carried it. Cardholders carried it because merchants accepted it. That loop had been closing for decades. We were custodians of a fait accompli.

Thereโ€™s a particular feeling to working inside something that has already won. Itโ€™s not complacency exactly. The problems are genuine and the stakes are high. But the uncertainty has a different quality โ€” itโ€™s operational uncertainty, not existential uncertainty. Youโ€™re not asking whether the thing will survive. Youโ€™re asking how to run it well.

I didnโ€™t have language for that distinction then. Sacerdoteโ€™s metric gives me some. The companies that score highest on his New Rule of 40 have resolved their existential question. Theyโ€™re not fighting for position. Theyโ€™re administering a position already held.


The question that has followed me out of that career, and out of several decades of watching technology cycles turn, is simpler and more personal than any investment framework.

When did I cross that line myself?


I have been writing at sjl.us since 2001. Thatโ€™s not a boast โ€” itโ€™s a data point. Twenty-five years of thinking out loud, of ideas arriving rather than being argued, of the specific memory as structural anchor. The blog is not becoming anything. It is what it is: a record of a mind moving through time, accumulated into something that has its own weight and shape.

The book on payments systems exists. The career at Visa exists. The photographs exist. The train journeys exist. The years in Dayton exist, and the years on the Peninsula, and the particular way the light falls on the California coast at Pescadero in the late afternoon โ€” when the fog is still offshore and the hills are improbably green and everything goes briefly, completely quiet, as if the world is deciding whether to continue.

These are not things I am building toward. They are things I am.

Sacerdote would say I have high market share in a specific category. The category is small โ€” one person, one particular configuration of experience and attention and accumulated knowing โ€” but the share is essentially total. There is no competitor for the position of having lived this particular life. The moat is absolute. The switching costs are infinite.

I used to find that thought melancholy. The narrowing as loss. The aperture closing on what remains.

Iโ€™m not sure I find it melancholy anymore.


The L-Curve, Sacerdote says, is a long flatline followed by a vertical explosion. The tinkering phase, then the moment of lift. He means it as a description of demand curves for technology infrastructure. But I recognize the shape from somewhere closer. The long middle of a life, building and becoming, and then the morning you wake up and realize the building is substantially done. What remains is the being.

Thatโ€™s not an ending. Itโ€™s a different kind of beginning.


Sacerdoteโ€™s metric will eventually stop working. All frameworks do. The AI infrastructure cycle will mature, the L-Curves will flatten, and some new measure will emerge to find the next thing that is just beginning to become what it will be. Thatโ€™s the nature of markets. The detector has to change as the signal changes.

But thereโ€™s a complication worth naming. Analysts at Citadel Securities published a note recently observing that even the most powerful technologies must pass through the prosaic discipline of cost curves, capacity constraints, and marginal returns. Token bills are arriving unexpectedly. Compute is scarce. The vision of AI as ubiquitous, frictionless, and immediate is colliding with physical reality. Their conclusion: asset prices will periodically be forced to reconcile ambition with physical constraint.

Thatโ€™s not a refutation of Sacerdote. Itโ€™s a reminder that feeling like youโ€™ve arrived and having actually arrived are different things. The being phase has to be load-tested. The position has to hold under pressure.

I think about the fiber optics Corning is laying into the massive data center clusters โ€” ultra-thin, bendable, carrying more light than anything that came before. The cable doesnโ€™t know itโ€™s infrastructure. It just carries what itโ€™s given, at the speed itโ€™s capable of, across whatever distance is required. It doesnโ€™t matter what the cable believes about itself. What matters is whether the light actually moves.

That seems right to me. You become what you are over a long time, largely without noticing. And then one day someone builds a metric that accidentally describes your life, and you recognize yourself in it, and you think: yes. Thatโ€™s the shape of it. High concentration. High share. A moat that deepened while you were looking elsewhere.

But the moat still has to hold.

The being phase, it turns out, is not the end of something. Itโ€™s the proof that something was built. And the daily question โ€” for companies, for infrastructure, for a person in his late seventies still writing, still paying attention โ€” is whether what was built is actually load-bearing.

You donโ€™t get to stop finding out.